Aaw (((Mickey))). You're such a caring spirit and that's a fact. It's a reality! Fuzzybear is right Mickey, none of this is your fault, it's just the way life has unfolded for you. It is a difficult lonely journey sometimes, yes, especially when you're young. My gosh, I remember how it was as well...

Please try not to send yourself those negative self messages please, I do understand though. It might make you feel more depressed you see.

Also, no one can say you haven't tried your best - and are still trying your best - and anyone who thinks you're not worth it is just wrong okay? It's a tough journey all right, hugs! But good things are going to happen for you Mickey, it's inevitable my friend, you just have to keep going. The good things will come as they did for me - that's how I know.