My mental health is very good. The world annoys me though. But things there is I can't change. Many things about myself that I can change. People will judge me for not doing the right things like knowing what I want to do for my future, not wanting a relationship, getting high.. But I will learn from these things one day. Everything I'm doing, all the memories I will regret or cherish and I will be a better person. I will chose the people I hang around with, some will pull me in. Some will leave me to my own confusion. Sadness, recklessness, love for things, cynicalism, wanting to change the world.. the list goes on forever.. I'm a person like anyone else and I try to understand everything in this reality but it takes time.. I need to pay attention to other people and what they do.. but most things I think "why?" Are they government controlled? Why do people form groups and fight other groups? Natural instinct.. We're just living and no one is paying attention as someone with mental illness.. don't think.. just work and have kids.. think nothing about the weird thoughts.. but the weird thoughts are the key to fixing and becoming aware.. all those mundane things that people hold onto.. a spark comes into their lives when they see something great, feel it.. hold onto a belief.. all the risks that make people die like car crashes.. we still continue to drive, drive drunk.. because what? What's the worst that could happen when we make any decision? We make so many decisions and block so much of what we should know out that we're lost in a cloud...