Malt,
You say your doctor was a jerk and believe me, I know how big of a jerk some docs can be. But you said he took your money and gave you nothing in return. What was it you expected?

Do you know what the second doctor meant when he said you had your chance?

I'm sorry you had some bad experiences with doctors but there are good ones out there. Keep working to help yourself and you will find others that can help.