I couldn’t make myself call you yesterday...

I went back and forth over it a lot today, but decided I would.

You didn’t answer, and that bit about “if this is an emergency please leave a message” got me. It’s not an emergency, so I didn’t leave a message. I suck.

I kinda hope you call me just from seeing the missed call... but that’s not really a reasonable hope.

Maybe I’ll try again tomorrow. With the funeral and then the conference next week I don’t know when else we might talk.