Yes. I mean, yes, it seems like all of them have been frustrated at me for not being able to go faster. But, then the way they act makes it even harder for me to be open/trust them, so their frustration just slows things down more. It's terrible.
Last T - I'm sure she was. I'm sure that's part of what led to the ending... she thought we needed to set goals with a timeline, so she could refer me out if "we" (*cough* *me* *cough*) didn't meet the goals.
That tells me she was frustrated and wanted to see specific outcomes faster. Which, yippee for her. That's not helpful to me though. It very much felt like, "hey, if you don't stop being depressed in the next 3 months, I'll kick you out."
So, yup.
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