((((((((((Mickey))))))))))

Im SO proud of you for sharing this here and opening up about how you're feeling. Talking about you for once.
I know right here and right now it may seem it doesnt change anything and you dont feel any better, actually worse maybe, but on the long run it does help.
As you start talking about your feelings, you'll start seeing you CAN be honest and talk. You deserve it, you are worth the effort. And with this, you'll start seeing how many people care and love you.
You do have me as your friend here on PC and in real life too. Maybe we live too far away to meet up for coffe and chat, but im always here for you.
Keep talking you're doing a wonderful job. I promise it will help. And what about sharing this post with your T?
Keep doing, keep talking, something IS changing. In you.

Lots of love