Boy do I know where your coming from, I too have had failed back surgeries, and take copious amounts of brain numbing drugs, I don't remember anything past 12 noon!
my pain is getting worse, I'm getting fat, my poor dog is getting fat! ahgrg!!!!!!!!!
My poor husband is almost ready to get a second wife to service him(excuse that) ! ha ha!! we've been together 20 yrs...................
So Old Guy, your not alone! and your right, all you can do is " find anything and everything around you as funny, don't let idiots tell ya, Oh, you should do these good exercises for your back, they'll get rid of your back pain!!! NOT!!