My mother in-law died about a month ago. I have tried to remain strong for my wife and not show how hard her death has hit me. This week has been the toughest. It's like each day 1 pound of weight has been added to my back for me to carry. At first it wasn't that hard. Now I am carrying around an extra 30 pounds and each round is getting harder and harder to carry. Yet I must remain strong for her.