... and 54 is "severe." 58 is over the top.

Although I've been having a difficult time here, on these boards, this is a clinical depression rather than a reactive one. In other words, nothing "caused" it. This has been coming on for some time, from a few days ago when I just started crying for no reason at all.

I have been unsuccessful in finding a therapist who accepts Medicaid. Either I'll have to make an appointment with the charity clinic here, or maybe since Mike and I live together, I can possibly be placed on his insurance BEFORE we get married. I terribly need help.