You know what? You don't have to love yourself to be a great person.

It saddens me to hear that you are so sad some days.
Comparing ourselves to anyone or anything will always get us "into trouble" with our feelings. (They've written books about this I think?)
Try and think that you are doing the best you can, being the best you can, and are not any one else but you!
I celebrate YOU!

Glad to meet you.