Yeah, you know with each move and change, things seem more bleak - though that one room at the old clinic really sucked; I had all the rest of the things there. This isn't helping me warm to the idea that change is a good thing.

I'm not sure if I was to come see you now, we'd connect in a way that would get me to stay. Too many things seem different.

Ok, I really really hate the new layout of the office. I'm so glad I don't have to move there yet. I'd kind of have liked it to have been something I liked so you could see that I can get excited of sorts with change. I do think I'll sit behind the couch leaning against the couch for a bit. You can sit in the chair if you like.

What in the world am I to look at in this new configuration... seriously new meaning to blank slate... I get to look at the blank wall if I can't look at you? And the whole rest of the world is behind me. How am I supposed to feel connected to anything when I know that space is there? How am I supposed to feel contained or protected?

You probably took my disappointment as something to do with my dislike of change. They are different things.

Well until I have to move up there, I won't. And until I can't because it gets blocked, I will sit on the other side of the room. For now, there is a nice space beside your desk that is kind of tucked to the side in a way. I will need to see the space again, I want pictures of it.

Oh this is not going to be fun.