OH this is something that I've been dealing with lately....I feel like suddenly I'm beamed into another dimension and have totally lost the plot and then wonder should I try and redeem myself or should I just go with the fact that everyone now is going to think I'm a little odd..then I finally strug my shoulders and think, oh well if I can at least stay aware of myself at this moment I can not repeat it...but I forget and then repeat it all over again...sigh...I guess we need to have compassion for ourselfs at this times..what else is there left? and those that matter don't mind and those that mind don't matter..