Just found out they are going to start remodeling all the apartments where I live. So, I will be able to look at one of the remodeled ones and decide if I want to move into one and if it is worth the increased cost. I have mixed feelings about it. I could not justify moving out of this apartment because of the great cost, but it also really does need some renovation and is pretty small. So, maybe it will be nice to have a change of pace. I should also be getting a raise soon, but now it is questionable if it will be what I expected. I do hope it is, because I was planning on having that in my budget. They also are trying to get me to consider another position, but it will be more stressful and I worry for my mental health. It would be a great position, though. I will have to think on it.

I have some worries in the back of my mind, obsessive thoughts linger waiting to pounce, but I am also practically giddy and feel like an elephant has been taken off my chest what with coming spring. Overall mood is greatly lightened. I no longer feel like the tiniest task takes all of my energy and motivation. Makes me want to dance!