(((MickeyCheeky)))

You haven't done anything worth saying we didn't "deserve". All you did was say how much you hurt and how much trouble you are having. I'm glad you got this off your chest somewhere.

I've been in all those places. All of them.

When you find safe people ... and your therapist should be safe ... you can tell them. They've heard it before. They know people can fear telling them things for months and years. You are not the only one. It's okay. *You* are okay.

And please don't be afraid to talk here of all places. We are proud of you for posting this; We know how terribly hard it is.