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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
I was verbally battered when I bought one item of clothing... these were financially well off people. Insane... 
It was my fault my mother was depressed as I had “ruined” her life..  the PU’s serial affairs from very early on in the marriage had nothing to do with her mental state
I don’t think either of them knew what emotional support was. But they knew to label me as “emotionally immature”  
The PU kept a mistress and a boat.. I didn’t know of this or maybe I did? He was my idol in a sense too when I was little (wrong me too..)
I wasn’t praised when I succeeded.. but I wasn’t blamed. It was “expected” that I’d get a scholarship for university.. otherwise I wasn’t allowed to go, eventually that was got around, don’t get me started on that. The parental units paid nothing towards it as I wasn’t training to be a medic as the PU had wanted.  I was hit too as a cub |
Thank you for sharing!
our mothers could have been the same mothers. I Just remember in childhood to cry myself to bed and wonder why anybody liked me. So messed up. My father confided me when I was little than he didn't only left home and mother because of me and that he hated everyone around whom I with my children eyes liked. When I wanted to cry I hided myself and imagined why anybody came to ask if I was ok, and wished with all my heart that some of my parents showed up. Messed up.