WoW yet again Mouse. Thanks for sharing.

I experience a version of this as well. I look skeptically at people who are nice to me and ask myself, "What do they want,? They have to WANT something from me because I don't deserve to just be treated nice, just because... I'm human.
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I knew that its not that I wanted to be abused its that I want to have the waiting taken away..

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This statement struck me. I think this way a lot...Kind of like, I know its coming so lets just get it over with.

Thanks for the share, I think I will read this thread a few times to process different parts of it.