Mar 16, 2019 at 09:07 AM
With yesterday's additional stupidity, I have taken it to the limit - 159! 160 is my scream weight - my maintenance range is the 150s. I know a lot is water and if I go crazy light today and hit the gym, I will be ~157 tomorrow. I do feel a bit more panic and believe more strongly in reversing the trend. One of the excuses that fueled my stupidity is that I am still in my maintenance range and I am allowed to run it up into the upper half every now and then. I do not have that excuse now; another bad day could make 160+ show. I have a 10 pound range because I don't even allow spikes to get out of range.
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|Up and down
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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