It seems you always feel persecuted and like it that way. I don't understand why you are so interested in punishment. Is it anybody's job to really punish anyone for anything? Maybe if you are a parent you could justify that but that is not how I raised my children. It seems like all you would like to do is argue with the people who are trying to support you. I do not understand that mentality and I do not understand your anger. What I can tell you is fact: your anger is not healthy and it never will be. It will never change what you want it to change. You are invalidating everyone here who has taken the time to respond to you.