there is likely to be much of a useful therapist in the public system in this country. Of course there are exceptions...Meaning can come from different things.. therapists at times try to steal our purpose. And devalue our strength.. so “facilitating” the wish to die younger...personally I certainly would not wish to be still “alive” in 20 years. But yes, if healthy life can definitely get better..

This is rather a “depressing” thread... to me anyway. Maybe I “should” apologise for my “negativity”.....

Raging vortex, I hope you find your purpose.. I wouldn’t recommend hoping that a therapist would help with that.