talk to your pdoc about your thoughts. Tell em that your T is not listening to you. Ask for a telephone conference/consult or what ever it is when the pdoc calls the T to talk about the patient.
That will get her attention.
you run the risk of being hospitalized if you try hard enough. Is that what you want? or IOP.

I am sorry that you are having these intrusive thoughts what do you want from her?
bizi