It really sucks that no one recognizes or understands me around me.
Depression since childhood and always top of the class, even at med school. I was so tired of being called lazy all the time when I was suffering in silence and giving the most of me... I believed that and I totally yearn for some recognition on my mental habilities.
I have some now that I am better, but people don't know half from what I went through.

I want to tell someone irl this and be recognized. I need that. But I am not sure people will understand.

Don't want to.be some of the crazy ones.