Out of obligation. I don't feel that he cares, I feel that he despises me. I'm just confused and overwhelmed with emotions. In my opinion, it was a poor choice for him to disclose his feelings at that time when I was still vulnerable. I still can't get over it, it continues to thrash about in my head. Why do I stay? Because I'm attached and don't know how to leave. Maybe things will change, maybe they won't. But for now I am absolutely beside myself with misery.
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