I reached out to one random person on a drug chat

1) taper off xanax
2) stop talking to tinychat people
3) if you know that a delusion is a delusion then thats good
4) its not important to have a girlfriend, focus on yourself first
5) ignore the social pressures

That helped a bit.

I'm probably going to get moderated for not putting triggers but I really don't give a ****