Celeste,
It took a lot of bravery to type a post. It is a big step.
I'm sorry for your pain.
If you would like...you can send me a private message any time. I don't go to chat anymore (for my own reasons) but I will be more than happy to write back and forth.

I will do my best to not let you down.

People here do care so please keep posting. It is a waist of no one's time.

Kim