Today is last day of week #3. the weekend passed so fast. i dont want to go back to work tomorrow, but i have no choice. today was almost the same of yesterday. it passed smoothly and i got to eat lots of junk food. tomorrow Week #4 starts. only thinking about food helps me right now. i've asked for 1 day off at the end of april. i hope they'll give me the day off. so that i can have a long weekend at home.

Yesteday my friend told me about an announcement of selection. i should take an exam and if i pass it i could be called to work as a educator, but only as a replacement when other teachers are sick/on leave. it could make my life easier but also worse. in spite of having a psychology degree and having taken a course to become an educator, im not sure i want to work with kids anymore. i've had enough of that. not sure that working at the call center is better though. i dont know what to do. i really dont feel like doing anything at all, but i need at least to keep what i have to keep up with my new responsibilities. life is so hard. im trying so hard to keep going….