I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Dnester It must be very annoying. I'd suggest to talk to your therapist about this and see how it goes from there if you haven't already. Hopefully she will be able to help you and to give you some suggestions to deal with all of this. She's there to help you after all. I hope you'll be able to get some sleep soon! It must be very annoying and tiring for you. I'm so sorry you're going through all fo this. Please don't give up. I'm sure you'll be able to get through all of this. Try to hang on. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this. You don't deserve to suffer at all. I hope things will get better soon for you. You deserve it. We're all rooting for you. You're a strong, wonderful person. Please remember that