Well I've calmed down after what seemed too odd for me. It was hysterical to me looking back though. What am I to do when there are no prospect out there for someone like me? I have no real talents or skills. I went into biology at a community college and I forgot all the chemistry I ever learned. My family treats me like dirt and scum. The only nice thing in my life was my grandparents, and they are all dead now. I don't even have a job. And I literally don't understand human emotions or people at all. Na. That is the only thing I'm good at.