Everything is making me emotional lately. I am leaving my job, and I know that it's for the best. But I feel nothing is going to change. All I do these days is stay to myself in my room and isolate. It's hard to even meet people these days, and I've lost enthusiasm and just wish that wasn't the case. It's very hard for me to remain calm. I even started drinking alcohol more frequently again. My head hurts and meds do not mix with alcohol, so I know I need to stop.