I've met my T's other clients!!! It sure does feel weird. Naturally I try to convince myself that he likes me better than any of them. But group is a mindf#%k in that sense. Especially when it gets into questions like "so you don't care if I like her better than you?" -- something along those lines that he asked me when I was refusing to acknowledge any rivalry with other group members. I still refuse to acknowledge that. (FYI, I'm sure that's not a direct quote and he was in no way saying he did like her better, just trying to frame rivalry in some way that I wouldn't avoid it -- a complete failure on his part since I'll always avoid it.) Hehe. (Yes, there are some things in group which I avoid -- there's only so much I can handle!)

I commented a couple of days ago on how I only have one T while he has lots of clients. He said "oh so I have a lot of other Sidonys around here somewhere? I wonder where I put them?" That was helpful. It's hard not to think of one giant Conglomerate Client (<- like my technical term I made up?). We're all unique. I try to remember that.

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