I missed seeing you today.

I really want to call you. Cry at you.

But I'm pretty sure you said the funeral was today and I don't want to burden you more. You deserve space, especially from my selfishness.

Pdoc said I could call her after-hours service. I don't think I can do that though. And... she's not the same as you.

You said on Friday that I should call you on Wednesday after work. Wednesday is so far away. Do you know that but you said Wednesday because of the funeral and stuff? Or do you not understand how far away Wednesday still is?