Have you tried looking for a female partner or at least maybe try to get a date? Are there any places where you can meet a woman? I’d go for it to see if you really prefer women. You might not have gender preference. Or you might. Go for it

I don’t understand why you have to settle for a man if you aren’t that interested in them. I agree that being straight is easier. But you are who you are. In 2019 you don’t need to settle.