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Dear T,
Today I知 mourning the loss of my mother. I mean, she痴 still alive and all, just not available in any real way and I知 feeling that. Maybe it has to do with the fact that I知 aware of the obvious connection my daughter and I have and can see how it contrasts with the lack of relationship I have with my mother. This weekend I could have used some supportive, mom-like words from my own mom, but she is incapable and that makes me sad. I also feel ashamed for wanting that. I have other supportive people in my life but there are some things you can only share with your mom and I知 mourning the loss of the kind of mother I know I値l never have. Is that what I知 looking for from you with email responses?
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