I see my doctor on Thursday. Going to tell him about my obsessive thinking. It hasn’t been too bad last week or so. Been too sleepy, I guess.

Also going to mention what I think is some form of OCD. For years I’ve always done things according to certain number rules. Divisible by 2s or 5s. Even at work with my claim counts I do extra work to end up an a ‘right’ number. I do weird things. The number 5 is a big thing for me.

I’ve never really mentioned this kind of stuff to a doctor before. It doesn’t completely control my life but I get anxious if it’s not right. It bothers me lol.