Hey Pink,

Yeah I wondered about how I'd stand it. It's really not that bad though. It helps that the females aren't that attractive -- I feel mean saying that but I'd hate to have some gorgeous model-type in there with me -- I'd want to deck her. I'm not bothered by the male patients really. I like best that some of the others are in couples therapy (rather than individual) -- that seems less threatening somehow.

I don't know -- it's kind of wild and weird to watch T interact with someone else. What freaks me out is if I look over at him and he catches my eye. I'm afraid it looks like I want something or something. He'll invariably ask me to weigh in on something and I hate it. But I also kind of like it. I'm a mixed bag. Group attention scares the bejesus out of me, but I feel better after having it for a while than if I sit there in silence.

It's all a giant headf*#k and I often wonder if it's just masochism that sends me there!

Sidony