My heart goes out to you about your nephew. I feel bad for even bringing up the subject. I just wondered if others think the same way.
I have a very close friend that I have talked to in the past, but I don't know that I will share with her anymore. She called my therapist and passed along an email that was only meant for my friend to see. My therapist had a conversation with my doctor about my thoughts and he wanted to give me more drugs to make them stop. I'm not sure what to think. My memory and processing speed are awful these days. More drugs just doesn't seem like the answer.