Sometimes I want to stay with mom. It's a nice place to live, my life isn't so bad. Other times I want to move out to the apartment. I'm already tight financially. Moving will make me more tight. I just wish living on my own wasn't such a fight though. She doesn't want to talk about it says my moving out will give her a heart attack. The renter isn't bad. He works a different shift than me, I never see him. It's great! My brother wants me to really consider staying with mom for my financial future.

Mom is worried about me relapsing. That is why I want to move. To prove I can do it, but maybe the timing is bad. I've never lived by sound financial decisions. It's why I'm broke now. Maybe I need to really think about my future. And less about immediate needs.