Hi Rissie
I'm not the best person at giving advice but I'll try anyway.
I can understand you being worried about telling your T...we've all been there. But your T wont think you weird...not if you got a good caring T...and your Tshould be able to help you figure out what's going on and help you through it.
And tho I don't know you that well....I know you're NOT weird, you're a good caring person....so please talk to your T and get some help and peace of mind for yourself yeah?
((((((((Rissie))))))))

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