I have never tried it, fern46, so unfortunately I don't have a lot of advice to give to you Hopefully other people here on PC will be able to give you much better advice than I ever could. I do believe that your own physical health is every bit as important as your own mental health. It's your own health and your own well-being that we're talking about after all. I'd suggest to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there if you haven't already. Hopefully he/she will be able to help you. He/she's there to help you after all. Talk to her about how are you feeling with Geodon andask what can you do and if there are any other, better meds that you may try out. Hopefully you'll be able to find the right meds combination for yourself. Remember that different meds have different effects on different people. Some people may have had different side effects from the one you wrote, or perhaps no side effects at all. That's normal. I'd suggest to focus on how are you feeling when you take those meds and talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there. You deserve to get better and to feel good. You deserve to be loved. You deserve to live an happy life just like everyone else does Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, fern46 Please don't give up. You're a strong, wonderful person, I know that. Try to hang on. I hope things will get better soon for you. I'm sure you'll be able to get through all of this. Keep fighting! You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! I believe in you! We all believe in you! We're all rooting for you