T, one more day down without an email!! We are on course now seeing as I don’t usually email you after Thursday any way because I don’t want to mess up your weekend. I still miss you though... a lot. H seems to have stopped messing with me for now so hopefully no more pot stirring until after I get to see you. I really want to do a relaxation exercise with you Monday just to see if I can. Part of me feels like that would be a waste of our time though. You might get your wish Monday... I might pull the sad card instead of scared... if I’m really feeling brave I will pull the mad card... but don’t count on it.