T, I know if I ask you this in person you will answer me and I won’t like the answer so I am going to ask you here . Why is H so damn intimidated by you? I spent most of my life afraid of men because of my past and I just don’t find you that scary... your questions sometimes? Yeh. The things you ask me to do/try? Yes... all those damn feelings? Absolutely! You? I don’t get it. I trust you so much more than anyone I have ever known. I trust you to be safe and to keep me safe. I don’t get what is so scary. You hold my hand when we are talking about stuff that makes me feel vulnerable and you give me hugs when I need them and it feels good and safe. You check in with me and stop if we need to stop... I just don’t get the scary part. All my scared went away when you introduced yourself to me in the waiting room... even with “Hotel California” playing behind you.