My childhood was no different than my life now. During my extreme moments I'd have great happiness and positive outlook in life. My life is described by being on a rollercoaster. Throughout my life I'd have happy memories which was heighten by my mania.

Now for my lastest very happy episode which lasted weeks or months but for sure it was just in the end of 2018.

December 2018 was magnificentl and the best month of the year!!! I felt love and great memories with another bipolar person, that's very similar to me. For awhile I didnt feel alone. That's what I'd love having back.

Cheers