yea, my T has other patients. and i'm like a sick freak about it, hahah.

when arrive at my appt, the road passes T's window and i always look in as i drive by. Sometimes i see the back of her head and someone sitting in my chair. usually i get myself through it by saying, "K B**ch im here its my turn out you go!!!!"

then when i sign in at the reception desk, i always look at the book to see if there is a name after mine so i know if she'll be thinking about her next client at the end of MY session. i told you i'm sick.

and one time i recognized one of her clients from my school. and what did i do? i looked her up in my yearbook and i stalk her on facebook, haha. cause yea, i'm sure her profile will just have T's name written all over it, yea.

but i try to think of our relationship as unique, and i hope that she looks forward to seeing me on the days that i come.