Pdoc, I miss you SO much, and I just kinda disappeared on you before you could fire me for not having a T. I don’t need meds but I want to start seeing you again... is that bad? I think you would find it more agreeable than me wanting meds but not wanting to see a T. I have a T now. I miss your smile and the abundant hugs and all the goofy stuff on your desk... and. Just you. I miss YOU. You are pretty awesome (and remarkably sane) for a Pdoc. T doesn’t want me to see you because he doesn’t want me on meds... but that’s OK... I don’t need meds... I just want more hugs.