Helli,

I am so,so sorry for you loss! It must have been a real shock for you and your family. I will keep all of you in my prayers.
I am about to lose my sister to cancer very, very soon. I am scared for her and I am petrified for me and my other family members. I just don't know what I will do at that time. It must have been very hard for you. Sorry you had to go through that. If you need to talk, am here for you.
take care, nina52