Been a long while since I've posted here.. been consumed by stress - stress over finances.. stress over court with my ex.. stress over health problems.. feeling sometimes like everything is spiralling out of control and it's like sand sliding through my fingers and there's nothing I can do to stop it all..

been a long while since I've posted.. depression seems to have a pretty firm grip on me right now and it's felt like I'm drowning, fighting desperately to keep my head above water.. there's so many days where it feels impossible to even pull myself out of bed and start my day.. days where no dr. could possibly understand where I'm coming from and no medication could help deal with the sadness inside..

been a long while since I've posted, but I have been lingering here.. sitting over in the corner.. understanding the pain everyone here is going through and rooting for others to find that strength that right now I don't seem to have so that they can pull through things and swim themselves to shore.. been a long time since I've posted here, but I wanted to toss everyone here a huge ((((((((((((hug)))))))))))) and a thankyou for letting me always know that I'm not alone and that others know where I've been and can understand my pain and the daily struggle that life can be..

~ Beth