Yes, she's titrating me up very gradually. Starting at just 25mg for two weeks. She expects to end up at 150-200, so it'll take quite a while to get there.

I'm definitely more on the depressive side, and those deep dark pits are what I'm hoping to avoid. I don't do full manic. From what I've been reading my ups might verge on hypomanic, but for the most part I just feel like I'm happy and functional. I sleep and eat normal amounts, I have energy and motivation to actually accomplish things. I do tend to be pretty impulsive, but mostly within the scope of "normal" behavior. Things like taking a new job or deciding to move, not high risk stuff.