well welcome. bye the way i don't think that you are rambling but might have discovered something about yourself that you never noticed or that you thought these occurancies where normal (not saying that you are not ) but everyone thinks that there's something wrong with them. sometimes when we encounter or are faced with something we compare it to ourselves so maybe you do have simalairities and obviously you have questions and conserns it's worth looking into. it could also be nothing at all, but atleast you'll have the peice of mind of knowing that you are "normal". but if there is something that should be delt with it would be better to know so that you can get help, learn and get support. hope things work out for ya.