I've had an alright day -- nothing new really. I guess my medicine has done a good job of evening me out. I feel a bit on the depressed side, but I'm OK. My days are repetitive and nothing really productive happens. I need to force myself to do more. I have projects and things I piddle around with, but I'm not putting actual energy into. I did take a shower today and I felt a lot better afterwards. I took my dog for a walk, and that as my day. I'm wasting away any " talent" that I used to have.

I feel like I've lost all ability that was once valuable. I was a teacher, I was relatively smart once upon a time. Now I can't even follow a line of questioning to the end to keep up with the response on a news program interview. I know I shouldn't be hard on myself but it's just where I am right now.