i feel like im starting to run my life around my friends, i feel like that if im not around them, im mean nothing, and that im a loser that nobody wants to be around. and im pretty depressed when there not around. but they still hang out with me just about everyday. i get mad sometimes for silly reasons. and i feel as if im going crazy, i cant get this feeling off my chest and i want it gone. badly, i know this is probably nothing, and if so. plz let me kno, but im a very bottled up person so im not sure if im crazy or not. cause nobody knows how i feel. help?

thank you