well ive been trying to face these problems by going though them in my mind and solving them myself. but it has yet to work.

and i think i should go to a therapist, but i have a hard time taking time out of the day to see one because if i see one that means i cant hang out with the guys for sertain days, and thats the tough part.

but talking alone feels good.

ive never tell anyone my feelings, and it feels pretty good to vent out a little.

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